July 2012
14 posts
“I had this dream that I am hitting my dad with a baseball bat. He is screaming and crying for help. And maybe halfway through it has more to do with me killing him than it ever did protecting myself.”
—The Front Bottoms - Father
If I can talk to you and not be judged, reblog this.
Last fall semester one of my professors told us the proper way to kill yourself if you plan on shooting yourself in the head. Ever since then I’m thinking that’s the way I’m going to do it. Except that’s no fun. The one way I really want to go is by jumping off of a really high cliff with someone I care about. That way, there is one moment of complete bliss before the end.
We both know that you're strong so don't call it quits just yet.
not just yet, no
Is it normal that whenever I’m using a big knife in the kitchen while my parents are in there I want to stab them and then myself? Everyone normal thinks these things, right?
Just so you all know, this is a side blog.
If you follow me, odds are I will follow you back on my main blog.
I just created this blog as an outlet for my suicidal and homicidal thoughts.