Relapsed. Pretty good too. I love cutting in the tub, when the blood can mix with the water.
I love that moment right before i cut, when my heart is racing and I’m trembling with anticipation.
Killing someone make’s you a murderer….i’m killing myself, doesn’t that make me my own murderer?
and you’re giving yourself the death penalty, so it all works out!
3 Steps to Numb
- Pretend you’ve forgotten.
- More Alcohol.
Repeat as needed.
things are getting bad again… i just want to run away from everything, see the world, and kill myself when i run out of money
My cuts keep opening upp.. It’s just annoying now, it’s been like 5 hours and they weren’t that deep.. Fuck you
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Just tested out a new razor on my wrist instead of my usual thighs. Knowing it’s winter, I didn’t think twice about having long sleeves to cover myself up. However, it’s going to be 68 on friday, and 72 on saturday and sunday, so wearing jackets/sweatshirts/long sleeves is going to be a pain… fuckkkkk
the worst part about depression that’s on again off again is that you can never tell if you’re making progress and actually feeling better or if you just had a couple of good days and the second something goes wrong you’ll be right back where you started.
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